…And I am going to be alone now…

I said ‘goodbye!’ It had been a practice for years and never ever I thought I meant it literally. Come on, I say this to them each time we go home,knowing that we are going to meet up next evening.But this time it was different;I did not honestly want to say ‘goodbye’…I really wanted to stop saying this,and stop time if I really could…
And now I have suddenly realized I have never understood my friends...sometimes I feel this is all for good;but I feel guilty for not taking them seriously,or for that matter,not taking life seriously at all! Afterall they are my life,though my parents are my oxygen! They have added beautiful flavors to me,mottled me with gorgeous colors and doused me with a joy that only they could provide.We were together for ages and this can only help strengthen the bonds and weaken the borders!We shared all moments…I mean literally ALL!Not that all secrets were open but we were enjoying what we were…to be precise,we preferred being Stupids!Some of the poorest jokes,though ridiculously ridiculous,made us laugh.We fought,we separated,and again we united…That was all we could know about life at that time!
And then,a sudden realization came about studies,future and career.We selected our courses,which happened to be different,rather variant.But I hope everyone of us enjoyed what we chose.School,junior college,then graduation and now Jobs!Oh,we are no longer kids now!!God,we are going to earn now…we will be independent;and…
We are going to be separated!Hell,this is going to be difficult,really difficult!!It is the thing which has occurred to us suddenly…so close we were and in a moment everyone will be away!We have promised we will meet up in future,but who knows…
It is still the most difficult thing to accept at the moment…but this is the way life goes…but is this the way it should go?I don’t know.Sometimes certain questions are better remained unanswered.We are afraid to have any solutions to certain problem.Strange!When are we meeting again?or are going to meet again at all?help…Couldn’t find it myself,and…
I said ‘goodbye!’

The Beginning…

I am still not sure whether I will be able to write a blog …I may write(“write” is a word that makes me a little comfortable ,so I am using it in place of “scraping”!).one or two blogs but would I be able to continue it ?Who cares!
I am writing it and at least I will read it. So now that I have just finished my engineering ,there would not have been a better topic to start with. Engineering !A degree!! A dream which could not have been achieved without luck!!! Frankly. Four years back,at around this very time,I was not sure where I would get an admission…if at all I were to get it!Chemical engineering was fixed and UICT was out of reach.Now suddenly in that year, the overall result was high and 94% could not have brought any good college to me.On top of that,there were only two A grade colleges in Mumbai,namely,D.J.Sanghvi and Thadomal Shahani.So the options were really limited.When you are in such a situation and need a great amount of help,no one but the GOD can help you.And when such a miracle happens,your faith in him strengthens.
He may be Siddhivinayak or any other God,but He is there!And He was there when I needed him badly.not only once but throughout the course of engineering.So,finally I got admission in D.J.Sanghvi and could now dream of being a Chemical Engineer…